the past several hours have taught me the following: 1. i trust. too much.; 2. i see the best and good in everyone. too much.; 3. immediate family is able to innately hurt each other in the messiest, worst, yet best ways. and it is too much.; 4. naivete at its apogee is a (me)taphor. still. meaning presently. this is also too much.; 5. i am thankful for the lessons learned over the past day.